.which way

TBG 2010 last night was a blast, all the dance crews were dope and presented us sick performances, all the peeps went crazy and high when Quest Crew, the Champion of American Best Dance Crew in Season 3, threw us their sick ass nasty moves and dance routines on the stage, to be honest, they killed it, totally.

WOW.

it's really an awesome experience, sitting at the 2nd row from the stage, so close, to feel their passion of doing what they love, to admire how good they are, to learn from them.

what a blessing, isn't it?

be patient, work harder, and i will make it big.
i told myself that.

but sad enough, things often go side way, off the track, to come back on track again, some people spend a very long time, struggle, suffer, doubt, some, even give up all, because they can't stand the blows and falls.

maybe it's just the matter of how bad you want it.

in Pursuit of Happiness, Will Smith told his son, "if you want it, go get it."
but no one guarantees that you will definitely get what you aim for.

in life, i've been always wanting to achieve something, i make sure i work hard for it, but often the reward doesn't seem to be coming my way, it can be worse sometimes, all the hard work just for nothing, wasted.

it's like, the harder i work for, the bigger the disappointment is awaiting my acceptance.

life isn't smooth all the time huh?

pretty discouraging at times, but i guess i have got used to it.

switch track perhaps?
but which way?