.leave or stay

i have the urge of leaving and reside somewhere else since few years back, till now, nothing is done and i am still hesitating.

Friday night, sipping my Dark Frap Mocha, and Pebble mentioned about leaving to somewhere, a place where she could fit herself better, but because of many other reasons and factors, she's still here.

i feel you Pebble, these feelings are always with me, i shouldn't have advised or said anything about it because i haven't done anything neither, i felt disgusted after that, so disgusted by myself.

after so many years, i am still asking myself, "to leave or to stay?

such loser i am. crap.